Well dam Janson,
I wish I could make it all better for ya... I know life can be a bear at the most inopertune times and really seems to be rock bottom. Just remeber that we all care for you very much and you will be in our prayers. I for one look ...
I live in the pacific Northwest and absolutely love it! (Rain and all)! I have 4 wonderful kids that keep me very busy, but in my spare time love to watch NASCAR, and dirt track racing!